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The following is a true story, lol. I didn't go too deep here.

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Some days

I can do all of the things

All of the work things

All of the home things

All of the out and about things.

And some days

I blanch the green beans

And then burst into tears.

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Karri, I love this because it made me laugh with recognition! The precision of that image at the end (blanching the green beans and bursting into tears) is marvelous.

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SO relatable (and funny)...love it.

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Karri, this poems feels so real and so true. There is an old saying “some days you eat the bear, and some days the bear eats you!” Now we have “some days you blanch the green beans, and some days the green beans write a poem!”

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I love playing trombone.

I hate playing trombone.

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Haha, I feel like I could swap out “playing the trombone” with so many things in my life and have it be true!

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Everybody's got a trombone or two.

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I decided to write about arthropods, too! Let's call this "fly on the wall."

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Last week’s fly carcass

mounted to living room wall:

world’s tiniest trophy, macabre threat

to all others who would buzz my face,

and kind of funny for a day or two,

at which point it became slovenly,

but still I did not go to the kitchen

for a damp paper towel,

.

even as the black spot winked at me,

pointing out my fly problem

and other deficiencies,

even as it organized a strike

among the dog hair

and dust and extant insects,

the thrust of which was

collective refusal to go away,

.

and by this point I knew I was

not so much slovenly as squalid,

and felt just awful, and sat within inches

of my late foe in the evenings

and could see its splayed legs,

and couldn’t even relax properly,

.

until today, when I inexplicably

felt like cleaning up.

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This made me laugh! Also, it must be a genetic condition because a few days ago, I left a squashed beetle on the floor long enough that ants came and carried his carcass away.

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The eucalyptus dark skeletons

of blackened bark

No longer watered in this hot landscape

Brought from distant continent

To beautify and shade a home

That no longer exists

In this stream of time

They stand tall among

the many desert mesquites

which effervesce with multiple

green leaves of cyclic growth

on limbs pregnant with pods

from the womb of life’s creation

nourished by fierce monsoon rains

The artistic limbs of eucalyptus death

Provide a viewscape perch

For a red tailed hawk

With one talon on the tree

And the other a razor grip

On young black tailed prairie dog

The prairie dog hangs limp

With a couple of twitches

As the hawk stares at me

Communicating that death

Has no consideration for age

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Interesting poem. Thanks for sharing.

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Well. Please excuse my language, but holy sh**. What a poem.

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Haha, everyone gets unlimited profanity permission slips here! Thank you, Margaret.

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"A long coma sounds like a really nice thing!" Oh my goodness, Lisa! That is funny. I think we've all been there.

It never ceases to amaze me how many spiderwebs I walk through at eye level. I have seriously considered, more than once, that it might be wise for me to hike with chemistry goggles on because it is awfully hard to get webs out of your lashes! Thanks for sharing! XO

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I think few things would delight me more than encountering a fellow woods walker, garbed in chemistry glasses! 😂

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I'll make sure to share a picture, then, should this ever come to pass 😘 XO

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I was thining of how I have enjoyed colorful things since I was very ltitle, and how colorful clothing just makes me feel better. And this came from such pondering:

The clothes shout from the closets and drawers

“Wear me!”

Colors galore, rainbow wear

gender burning bubbles of delight

“Wear your love like heaven”

and wear your joy with pride,

Pushing boundaries, expanding normative prisons

that the walls may come cascading down.

Convinced I could run faster, sing more sweetly, dance rhythmically

shine more brightly and melt the universe

In a multicolored floral shirt, orange pants and purple socks.

As the years layered on like paint on walls,

the joy tempered by awareness that not every human

has the latitude to safely move beyond the borders,

and the bursts of insecurity and fear thrown like spears

that piece tender and gentle hearts.

Bury me in shifting shades of jazz inflected hues,

fluid and free and facing sweet release,

so that the sorting hats of heaven

make sure I go where rainbows sparkle in the night.

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This is vivid and colorful and a delight to read! “Gender burning bubbles of delight” - yes please! And I’m so intrigued by the notion of “jazz inflected hues.”

Every poem you write sings with compassion, Larry! (Should I credit the purple socks?)

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Thank you Lisa! Purple socks and orange 🍊 pants!

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Rainbow revolution! I love imagining you in your multicolored floral, orange, purple exuberance, Larry. May we all marble and sparkle and live our colors out loud. 🌈

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Thank you Keith! So beautifully said!

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So true that one day is joyful and the next, doing the same thing, can seem like it will never end and nothing feels quite right. And then it passes again. I always enjoy reading your poems.

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“And then it passes again!” Yes, it does! Even though sometimes I almost convince myself it won’t.

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I know exactly what you mean.

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"I practice not minding,

then practice not minding that I mind"

Fantastic

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Thanks, Matthew!

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Very enjoyable. It's the connectivity for me, waking feeling disjointed, disconnected versus flowing awake with the light, a soft breeze, some morning bird chorus. It has always been one of my key goals to feel at one with the natural world around me and when that's off kilter, it's just a train wreck all day long. and it feels lonely too. thanks, that month long coma made me smile.

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Connectivity is a great word to describe it - that blend of openness and presence that makes connection possible. And without which everything kinda sucks!

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this is so great!

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Thank you, Alix!

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What is the Message to me by nature

I walk in reality

Recognizing reality releases me

From the burning wax droplets

Falling from the bright lit candles

Of my idealistic fantasies

Scorching micro comments

That stir and agitate

The stormy winds of my discontent

I’m stilled seeing and hearing

The brightly colored wings

Of the butterflies of hope

like the man in Plato’s cave

My reality can be shadows

Two dimensional, devoid of color

Do I understand consciousness

What is life in this universe

consciousness where each believes

in the reality within themselves.

Filled with childlike awe of nature

I rest in my imagination

which ameliorates the turbulence

of everyday life.

That ignites the hope

My ignorance is a big tree stump

Where life-giving branches and leaves

Have been shorn away

Yet the very deep roots

refuse to die.

But on another nearby tree

still alive and growing

a hawk sits and stares at me

whose right eye is the sun

and left eye is the moon.

Is it Horus the father or the son

If the son then maybe Zeus

What does he have to tell me

That I have the thunder and the lightening

And though relationships appear fleeting

like the Mandela existing for a moment

yet looking into the vast night sky

My perception is framed

By stars, planets, and the moon

Which I only know by light

I do not know light

Neither I nor anyone else

Understands the essence of light

So, I can choose to be the stump

or to keep reaching for the sky

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I love the notion of imagination as a resting place. That feels true for me, too, especially when I’m in nature! Thank you for sharing your poem, Jim!

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One’s imagination can be a very safe place as long as judgement is barred from entry.

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Love this poem. And don't we all just have Charlotte, Wilbur and everything in between inside?

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The thing is,

I don’t have

good days

or bad.

No, it’s more like

Uncle Walt wrote,

(Whitman, not Disney)

perhaps now his most famous quote:

“Do I contradict myself?

Very well then I contradict myself

(I am large, I contain multitudes)”

And so do I. There are legions inside,

each with the most valid of reasons

for feeling as it does. An ordinary day

contains not hours, but seasons.

The landscape never dulls and

rarely stills and so riotous scenery spills

like water through my mill wheel,

kaleidoscopic.

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(Whitman, not Disney)! 😂 I love that. And because of it, Disney imagery and scenes were weaving themselves together with the remaining lines in my mind. Alice’s tumble down the rabbit hole, large and growing Alice, containing multitudinous characters within her own dreaming mind, legions of playing cards waging war . . . you get the idea. I love this poem, Keith!

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Lisa, your poem made me smile and laugh, then ponder and wonder. Then I read your prompt! “Where does this creative wonder get these inspirations” I ask! I expect from many places, including your walk and webs and own wonder! I am so glad Bacon made this first cut, and that you give us encouragement to free fly and to ponder your substantive questions. One day, I’d love to read a poem of the lines left behind in your refining. And, your prompt has me wondering, why do I feel like the spiders and webs are dill on me long after they were swept away? 😄

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Thank you, Larry! I’ve thought before that it would be fun to try to write a new poem built out of cut lines from old poems. If I do,

I’ll be sure to share it with you!

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