Peace, That Incendiary Dove
We will attack you if you don’t make peace, if you don’t build it from your bodies, soft and bruised, arms as thin as olive twigs. We will drop our big, beautiful bombs. We’ve already dropped such beautiful bombs. They sail the air, precision doves. They detonate peace peace peace. Peace rings in your ears in the aid line. It rings in your ears in Tehran. We will leave you with nothing except peace. It transcends all understanding.
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The Prompt
Loves, I don’t really know what to say today. The world feels so heavy. Or rather, it feels like a few people are sitting on top of it, building towers that are ever higher, ever heavier, and ever more dependent on the misery and bloodshed of the masses who sit on the ground.
How can people be so terrible?
Here is another question I’ve been asking myself lately: How can people be so beautiful? Because we are both of those things, aren’t we?
How can I hold all this anger? How can I hold all this love? Maybe the only viable solution is to break open. With the world being what it is, I think there is little risk and little hope that I will ever be glued back together again.
For today’s prompt, I offer you a word that should be beautiful and can be beautiful but has also become a pretext for war, a weapon in its own right: peace.
We each have our own histories with this word, our own associations with it. Many of mine are biblical, and if you have a Christian background, you likely picked up on Biblical references woven into my poem. In my current, post-Mormon, day-to-day life, when I think of peace, I think of what I feel walking through the woods. I think of kindnesses among family and friends and neighbors. I think of Wendell Berry’s gorgeous poem “The Peace of Wild Things.”
The news gives me other things to think about, bigger longings to feel, bigger fears to hold, endless hypocrisies to sift through.
What does the word peace conjure for you? What does peace feel like for you? Where does it sit in your body? Where do you sense it in the world around you? Where do you find yourself knocked over by its absence?
I am grateful to all of you. The little community that has formed here feels like a pocket of peace in this turbulent ocean of a world. I suspect that the world has many of these pockets, so many. Maybe these pockets can join together to become the sea.
If you write a poem inspired by the word peace or if you have any other reflections or experiences to share, please join me in the comments thread! I love interacting with you there.
I use the term "Peace be with you" throughout my day, knowing how holoow it can seem. This poem begins with words and references to our National Anthem in its complete form. https://amhistory.si.edu/starspangledbanner/pdf/ssb_lyrics.pdf
Peace be with You
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The Bombs bursting in air
The rockets red glare,
The havoc of war,
The flag of violence and battle still waves.
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In this rugged delusion that war can bring peace,
violence can breed serenity and hate can birth love,
lives the lie our nation seeks to keep hidden.
We come from violence.
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And to violence we seem to return,
again and again,
as bombs real and symbolic burst in air.
Our beautiful sky a canvas of carnage
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In the small slow moments of each day,
I toss “Peace be with you”
like dreams scattered in the wind,
wondering all the time “whose peace am I sharing?”
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My aging eyes are tearful tonight,
watching another imperial leader
rain terror down upon another land
filled with those who could be our neighbors.
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In this fretful time of turmoil and terror,
I want to hold your hand,
Feel the beauty beyond your eyes
And pray for peace.
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Peace be with you.
In a time with foaming mouths stealing the stage,
It is all that I can offer.
Peace be with you.
Feathers and Fission- A POTUS Pillow Fight
Midnight giggles ignite—thwack!—the pillows take flight,
a blizzard of down, soft as a whispered joke.
“Now is the time for peace!” -but the whirling fluff just laughs.
U235 hums in its lead-lined bed,
a coiled scream, a mathematician’s nightmare.
The goose’s belly? Just sky-stuff, dumb and gentle,
a hush that’ll never chain-react.
The fight ends when the feathers win,
drifting like slow truths over the battlefield.
One is for burning cities, the other—for burning nothing at all.